if the moon is your lantern

mindabbles


October 29th, 2009

FIC: Remember Me In The Telling, Lily Centric, PG @ 09:40 pm


Because I am terrible, apparently, at keeping my journal organized, I never reposted my story from [info]springtime_gen this past spring. It is Lily-centric (Lily Sr., that is) with Teddy Lupin as her biographer. I'll admit, I am rather fond of this one.

Originally posted HERE at [info]springtime_gen

Title: Remember Me In The Telling
Character(s): Lily Evans, Teddy Lupin, Severus Snape, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Regulus Black
Rating: PG
Word-count/Media: 5,800 words
Warnings (if any): AU, character death—canon deaths, but alternate timeline.
Summary: Severus pleaded with her to stay, apologizing for his ugly words. Lily tried to go, but he asked one more time and something in his voice made her stop. Teddy Lupin has a book to write, and Lily Evans has a story to tell.
Author's/Artist’s Notes (if any): This was for a request for an AU where changing a small event creates a major difference. Four lines, marked with a (*) are taken directly from Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, U.S. Edition, p. 676.
Beta: [info]elizassecret, Thank you so much for your help and general awesomeness.

'You're late,' Lily says. Christ, he looks like his father as he gets older. )
 

October 10th, 2009

Big Bang Blackout: This Time It's Sirius/Bellhop @ 05:05 pm


The [info]bigbangblackout community and archive are still live and there are still many fantastic stories there to be read, including by me.

The masterlist for the archive is HERE and my story (R/S, Sirius/Charlie, Sirius/OMCs, with a fair amount of non-romance plot, AU, NC-17, gorgeous art by [info]spacefragments) is HERE.

Artists and authors can now post to other sites and archives--it will probably be a while before I get around to reformatting and posting mine here. However, I thought I'd share this little bit of filth. Way back when, this was conceived as a flashback in the story. But then there weren't actually any flashbacks in the story. I had mentioned Sirius/Bellhop porn to the other [info]sirius_writers enough times that I thought I had better deliver, and originally posted this there.


Sirius/bellhop porn (NC-17, absolute PWP, in case that wasn't clear).

Once there was a bellhop who was rather bored and disgruntled... )
 

April 14th, 2009

FIC: Movement of Ellipses @ 08:57 pm


This was my effort for 2008's remix, and yes, I am just getting around to reposting it.

Title: Movement of Ellipses (Stillness and Constellations Remix)
Author: [info]mindabbles
Summary: Andromeda and Sirius both had their reasons for leaving home, and they each had their ways of trying to find their own place in the world.
Pairings: Andromeda/Ted, Remus/Sirius
Rating: R
Words: 9,700
Disclaimer: The characters do not belong to me and I make no money from this.
Original story: Stillness and Constellations by [info]avendya
Notes: Thanks to [info]a_merry_chase, [info]elizassecret, and [info]such_heights for their fantastic beta work. Thank you to [info]avendya for her stories. The characterisation of Sirius, and of Remus and Sirius’ relationship, were based upon some of [info]avendya's other writing. It has a backwards timeline. To the mods of [info]remixredux08 thank you so much for taking on this incredible task and giving us this wonderful fest.

This was originally posted HERE

what we call the beginning is often the end )
 

March 4th, 2009

FIC: Anticipation @ 08:28 pm


Title: Anticipation
Rating: R
Summary: Playing with Mandrakes would have been more comfortable than seeing Sirius for the first time since that thing on the train and having to pretend that nothing had changed.
Prompt: "The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it." -Oscar Wilde
Genre(s): Romance/fluff
Notes: Thanks to my fabulous beta, [info]elizassecret. MWPP, Lily, and the Hogwarts Express all belong to JKR. Thanks to those who organized [info]rs_games. This was a pinch hit I did for round one for team MWPP—finally getting around to posting it here.

Remus' head bumped against the window with each sway and rock of the train. )
 

February 27th, 2009

FIC: Of Silver Light and Shadows, Part 12 of 12 @ 02:25 pm


Hello? Is this thing on?

So, for those of you who were once following this, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of your lovely comments. And I apologize for failing so at timely updates. But, IT IS FINISHED! I hope you enjoy.

Title: Of Silver Light and Shadows, Part 12 of 12
Author: [info]mindabbles
Characters/Pairings: Remus/Sirius, James/Lily, Peter, assorted Order members.
Rating: PG-13 for this part. The series ranges PG to NC-17
Summary: Life just after Hogwarts, life in the Order, is an adjustment. Herein, there's some romance, some angst of the war-time-growing-up kind, some humour, some absurd miscommunication, some adventure, and a little smut.
Notes: This is a series that was started at [info]nest_of_spiders in August of 2007 (oh yes, that long ago!). It takes place over 17 days in August of 1979. Thank you so much to [info]elizassecret for her beta work on every single part, and to [info]elsane, [info]gryffindor_j, and [info]sambethe for beta help on story line and other sections.

Part 1: Remus waits, Sirius makes things up, and James and Lily both try to make the best of a bad situation.
Part 2: James contemplates, Peter makes the bacon, we doubt Dumbledore’s judgment, and Sirius has a run-in of the bucolic sort and Remus is his hero.
Part 3: Peter and James hear more than they care to, Sirius takes a leap and Remus is an idiot, Lily hears just enough, and Peter and Remus have an awkward conversation.
Part 4: The Marauders hunt for clues and miss the mark, Sirius is in a bad mood, and Lily says good-bye to her childhood.
Part 5: Regulus is a fool, Sirius keeps his head, Lily and the Marauders avert a brawl, and Remus gets his chance to explain.
Part 6: Lily loses her cool, James is afraid of his own shadow, Peter is down for the count, Sirius and Remus discuss the finer points of cowboy films, and the Order arrives just in time.
Part 7: Peter will make it, thanks to Madam Pomfrey's expert care, Gideon and Fabian are suspicious, Sirius has had enough, and Remus really does want to.
Part 8: Peter re-evaluates, James hesitates, Lily plans, Sirius has a new purchase.
Part 9: Sirius makes good on his promise to abduct Remus. Remus has a surprise or two of his own.
Part 10: Remus can't let sleeping dogs lie, Lily puts James out of his misery, and Peter goes home in a huff.
Part 11: Sirius is smitten and James is immature, Lily speaks her mind, Remus finds his parents know more than he thinks, and Peter is in a panic.

Part 12: Remus crosses a line, James stops him, Peter and Lily have epiphanies of different sorts, and in the very end, Sirius gets what he wanted all along. )
 

January 4th, 2009

Happy New Year @ 09:08 pm


As anyone around here has probably seen, [info]rs_small_gifts is a wrap. It was great fun to help moderate it with the lovely and talented [info]magnetic_pole and [info]sambethe. The master list is up and you really should check it out if you haven't—there is much fun to be had.

I ended up writing three things. The first two listed below were supposed to be drabbles—to thank the fabulous pinch hitters. However I am apparently unable to be concise, so they are 2,500 and 1,100 words. The third is my original assignment (also about 2K over the length guideline, sheesh) and is my very first raising Harry AU.

No Denying It for [info]midnitemaraud_r
Sirius searches for something to lift the mid-winter gloom, finding brightness and warmth in some expected and some not so expected places.(Rated PG)

Traditions Past, Traditions Present for [info]rosivan
It is difficult being surrounded by idiots. (Rated PG-13)

Objects Of Sentimental Value, a gift for the [info]rs_small_gifts community
Sirius had never accepted defeat, a quality that was as much as hindrance as a help, but this one time it just might work out for the best in the end. (Rated R)


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On another note, I haven't managed anything like a year-end post. I feel as if I wrote a lot this year. I know I wrote more different characters and pairings, more femslash, and both more smut and more gen than in the past. Oh, and I wrote longer fics. Perhaps I can manage to post the remaining three fics I have yet to post here, finish Of Silver Light and Shadows, and update the master list. Perhaps.

Happy New Year everyone. I hope 2009 has started well for you all. It has for me. This week the kid and I: rode his scooter a lot (and I hit uneven pavement and flew over the handle bars); went hiking/rock scrambling and did not break anything; went ice skating for the first time and neither of us cracked our heads on the ice. Not bad.
 

November 21st, 2008

FIC: Never Say Anything Right @ 08:55 am


This was my first entry for [info]rs_games, finally reposting. The genre was hurt/comfort. I decided to avoid high drama and go for regular old (well maybe not regular old, since it is Sirius) teen angst. I hope you enjoy.

Title: Never Say Anything Right
Team: MWPP
Author: mindabbles
Rating: PG-13
Summary: "So, are you going to tell someone what the matter is, or just keep on like this until you piss off everyone we know, collapse, and end up in St. Mungo's?" Sirius has a very long night.
Wordcount: about 5,000 words
Prompt: Degausser by Brand New. Song and lyrics here.
Genre(s): Hurt/comfort, romance/fluff
Notes: Scene titles are borrowed from Brand New. Remus and Sirius and the rest are borrowed from JKR. Thanks and mounds of cookies to the fabulous [info]elizassecret and [info]midnitemaraud_r

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Goodbye to sleep )
 

November 19th, 2008

FIC: Mystery of the Missing Muggle Studies Section @ 07:49 pm


In celebration of the fact that my [info]hp_yule_balls fic is finally with betas and that I have an actual idea for my [info]rs_small_gifts fic, I thought I would work on posting some of the fics I've never posted here. Here is my entry for round two of [info]rs_games. And as Team MWPP's fearless leader pointed out, polls are not always correct. :P

Title: Mystery of the Missing Muggle Studies Section
Team: MWPP
Rating: R
Summary: When current events in the larger world move close to home, Sirius, along with Remus, James, Lily, and Peter must get to the bottom of it. Sirius' sleuthing is interrupted occasionally in order to have sex with Remus.
Prompt: Aquarius (Jan. 21 — Feb. 19): Clarity allows you to evaluate every development with real discrimination and to know instantly what needs to be done rather than facing a nebulous array of options. Certain priorities are about to get sorted.
Genre(s): Romance/fluff, drama.
Notes: Thanks to my fabulous betas, [info]midnitemaraud_r and [info]elizassecret, who worked very hard and very quickly, well into the night. MWPP and Lily belong to JKR. [info]elizassecret suggested that this story' is Sirius as Nancy Drew, hence the title.

some days were consumed with barely-there touches )
 

November 8th, 2008

FIC: Capable Hands Arc @ 09:51 pm


Title: Capable Hands Arc
Author/Artist: [info]mindabbles
Characters/Pairing: Kingsley/James, Sirius/James
Disclaimer:I am sorry to say that I don't own James, Sirius, or Kingsley. Or Remus for that matter.
Notes: These were for the 2008 Back to School Fest at [info]stagnight. All were for prompt #17, "Yeah, I see what you mean Remus," said a bald black wizard standing farthest back; he had a deep, slow voice and wore a single gold hoop in his ear. "He looks exactly like James." -Kingsley Shacklebolt.
AND many smooches to [info]elizassecret for the beta and lovely feedback.

Part 1: The benefits of Lingering; PG-13
Summary: He dared a glance over his shoulder and let himself look just as the only other team mate in the showers turned to go. Potter and he were alone in there and Kingsley's lungs stopped working.

The warm water pounded on Kingsley's back  )

Part 2: Why Don't You Come Here?; R
Summary: His thoughts, as they were wont to do, wandered to twinkling hazel eyes, lean, muscular shoulders, and a Quidditch-toned arse.

You're just using me. )


Part 3: Capable Hands; NC-17
Summary: Kingsley pressed his hand against James' chest as his lips gentled and the kiss slowed. James had a fleeting moment of panic that he may have misjudged the situation and be in way over his head with the younger boy.

James almost laughed out loud at the look on Shacklebolt's face. )
 

September 21st, 2008

(no subject) @ 10:12 pm


Title: Of Silver Light and Shadows: Part 11 of 12
Author: [info]mindabbles
Characters/Pairings: Remus/Sirius, James/Lily, Peter, Moody, Dumbledore, assorted Order members.
Rating: R
Summary: Life just after Hogwarts, life in the Order, is an adjustment. Herein, there's some romance, some angst of the war-time-growing-up kind, some humour, some absurd miscommunication, some adventure, and a little smut.
Notes: This is a series that was started at [info]nest_of_spiders in August of 2007. It takes place over 17 days in August of 1979. Thank you so much to [info]sec38 for her beta work on this part, and to [info]elsane, [info]gryffindor_j, and [info]sambethe for beta help on story line and other sections.


Part 11: Sirius is smitten and James is immature, Lily speaks her mind, Remus finds his parents know more than he thinks, and Peter is in a panic. )
 

July 14th, 2008

FIC: Of Silver Light and Shadows, Part 10 of 12 @ 10:50 pm


Title:  Of Silver Light and Shadows: Part 10 of 12
Author: [info]mindabbles
Characters/Pairings: Remus/Sirius, James/Lily, Peter
Rating: R (maybe hard R for one description of oral sex)
Summary: Life just after Hogwarts, life in the Order, is an adjustment. Herein, there's some romance, some angst of the war-time-growing-up kind, some humour, some absurd miscommunication, some adventure, and a little smut.
Notes: This is a series that was started at nest_of_spiders in August of 2007. It takes place over 17 days in August of 1979. Thank you so much to [info]sec38 and [info]sambethe for their beta work on this part.   
 
Parts 9 and 10 go out to [info]midnitemarauder and [info]sambethe who wanted to know about the memory referred to HERE.

(Link to 
Part 1//Part 2//Part 3//Part 4//Part 5//Part 6//Part 7// Part 8//Part 9 )
 

May 21st, 2008

FIC: Weekend Plans (R/S/J/L, NC-17) @ 12:03 am


Author: mindabbles
Title: Weekend Plans
Characters/Pairings: Remus/Sirius/James/Lily, and permutations thereof
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Group sex, voyeurism, hints at rimming
Summary: It was all Lily's idea.
Disclaimer/notes: This may extend beyond JKR's vision of friendship, but they are her characters. Tremendous thanks to [info]midnitemarauder for fixing my commas, deleting some stupidity, and so much more!
Happy Birthday to [info]sec38! For a lifetime of friendship, I offer foursome porn. Hope you enjoy!




Oh, wow. Do that again, Sirius. )
 

April 30th, 2008

(no subject) @ 03:43 pm


Title:  Of Silver Light and Shadows: Part 9 of 12
Author: [info]mindabbles
Characters/Pairings: Remus/Sirius
Rating: NC-17 (PG-13 version is HERE)
Summary: Life just after Hogwarts, life in the Order, is an adjustment. Herein, there’s some romance, some angst of the war-time-growing-up kind, some humour, some absurd miscommunication, some adventure, and now, the smut.
Notes: This is a series that was started at nest_of_spiders in August of 2007. It takes place over 17 days in August of 1979. It is now complete and slightly rewritten from the originals (that begin here). Thank you so much to [info]sec38, [info]elsane, [info]gryffindorj, and [info]sambethe who’ve each added their touch to this.  
Disclaimer: The characters belong to JKR and this is just for fun; and if this were real, they would wear helmets and use a condom.
 
 

March 6th, 2008

(no subject) @ 09:59 pm


Title: Of Silver Light and Shadows: Part 3 of 12
Author: mindabbles
Characters/Pairings: Remus/Sirius, James (background Lily/James), Peter, Lily, two Death Eaters
Rating: R
Summary: Life just after Hogwarts, life in the Order, is an adjustment. Herein, there’s some romance, some angst of the war-time-growing-up kind, some humor, some absurd miscommunication, some adventure, and, eventually, some of smut.
Notes: This is a series that was started at nest_of_spiders in August of 2007. It takes place over 17 days in August of 1979. It is now complete and slightly rewritten from the originals (that begin here). Thank you so much to elsane and sec38 who patiently and heroically plodded through this with me!
The characters belong to JKR and this is just for fun

 

February 28th, 2008

FIC: Of Silver Light and Shadows, Part 2 of 12 @ 09:58 pm




Title: Of Silver Light and Shadows: Part 2 of 12

Author: mindabbles

Characters/Pairings: Remus/Sirius, James (background Lily/James), Peter, a bull
Rating: PG this section

Summary: Life just after Hogwarts, life in the Order, is an adjustment. Herein, there’s some romance, some angst of the war-time-growing-up kind, some humor, some absurd miscommunication, some adventure, and, eventually, some of smut.

Notes: This is a series that was started at nest_of_spiders in August of 2007. It takes place over 17 days in August of 1979. It is now complete and slightly rewritten from the originals (that begin here). Thank you so much to elsane and sec38 who patiently and heroically plodded through this with me!

The characters belong to JKR and this is just for fun

 
(Link to Part 1 )


 




 

February 25th, 2008

FIC: Of Silver Light and Shadows, Part 1 of 12 @ 09:39 pm


Title: Of Silver Light and Shadows: Part 1 of 12
Author: mindabbles
Characters/Pairings: Remus/Sirius, Lily/James, Frank/Alice
Rating: PG this section
Summary: Life just after Hogwarts, life in the Order, is an adjustment. Herein, there’s some romance, some angst of the war-time-growing-up kind, some humor, some absurd miscommunication, some adventure, and, eventually, some of smut.
Notes: This is a series that was started at nest_of_spiders August of 2007. It takes place over 17 days in August of 1979. It is now complete and slightly rewritten from the originals (that begin here). Thank you so much to elsane and sec38 who patiently and heroically plodded through this with me!
The characters belong to JKR and this is just for fun
 
 

December 26th, 2007

FIC: This Night the Sun Stands Still @ 08:53 pm


Title: This Night the Sun Stands Still
Author: mindabbles
Characters/Pairings: Remus/Sirius, Peter, James, a side of implied Remus/Severus
Rating: PG-13, final scene might rise to a light R
Summary: Six Christmases in Remus Lupin's life. Multi-era; some fluff, some minor angst, and a happy ending just because.
A/N: Happy Holidays. Thank you to brighty18 for the once-over and lovely commentary.
 
 

October 11th, 2007

FIC: Three Ways Sirius Black Never Came Out To His Friends And One Way That He Did @ 03:15 pm


The first ‘National Coming Out Day’ in the US was October 11, 1988, on the one year anniversary of the Second National March for Gay and Lesbian Rights in Washington DC, at which the AIDS Quilt was unfurled. The organizers urged LGBTQ people and allies to come out, stating that it was a matter of life and death. Many nations celebrate Coming Out Day – in the UK, it’s October 12.
 
The theme for this year is ‘Talk About It.’ In celebration of National Coming Out Day, October 11, 2007:
 
 
Title: Three Ways Sirius Black Never Came Out To His Friends And One Way That He Did
Author: mindabbles
Rating: PG-13 overall, mild R for one section
Pairing(s)/character(s): Sirius/Remus, James, Peter, Sirius/Severus
Words: 2,900
Summary: I have something to tell you.
Thank you so much to lesyeuxverts and sec38  for their lightning-quick beta jobs.
 


 

August 3rd, 2007

Four Thank You Ficlets @ 10:41 am


I had great fun participating in [info]reversathon 2007. One of the aspects of it that was the most fun was working with the wonderful women who provided me with beta help. So, in appreciation, I have Four Ficlets of Thanks:

Four Pegs Down for [info]such_heights
Lily, James, Sirius, Remus, Peter, Rated G, no DH spoilers

 
A Little More Like It for [info]buckle_berry
Remus/Tonks, Bill/Fleur, Remus/Bill, Tonks/Fleur, rated PG-13 or R if you squint, DH spoilers
The Hardest Part for [info]elsane
Remus/Sirius, James/Lily, Rated G, DH spoliers
Tell Me What I Need to Hear for [info]sec38
Remus/Sirius, James, Peter, Rated PG-13 (R for language?), no DH spoilers



 

if the moon is your lantern

mindabbles